"Dreams of Chocolate"
                               by Carolyn Owens
 
        When I was seventeen I live with a couple of girlfriends.
   It was a small apartment but suitable for the three of us. Where
   the apartment sat we only had one neighbor. One very good looking
   neighbor.
 
        His name was Joseph. He was thirty-five, blue eyes, brown
   hair and very tanned. He taught a Philosophy course at a local
   College I attended. He was everything a girl would want and more.
   Both my friends had designs on him, but as for me, weighing 300
   pounds, I could only dream.
 
       Both my friends had designs on him, but as for me, weighing 300
   pounds, I could only dream.
   My life had been very sheltered up to this point and not
   by choice. I had never went to a dance, been on a date, held hands
   or even kissed a boy. So it was no wonder when Joseph made a pass
   at me I took it the wrong way.
 
        Days went by and I continued to notice him watching me I
   wanted to take his sudden attention in a good way but everytime I
   looked in the mirror I'ld come back to reality. My friends never
   seemed to notice him looking my way, which was just fine with me.
   My eighteenth birthday came. It started off rotten. My
   friends had gone on a weekend camping trip and my family were miles
   away. I hadn't any plans for the evening so I just stayed home to
   finish a book I had started.
 
        About seven o'clock that evenning there was a soft knock at
   the door. I was dumb struck when I opened it and saw Joseph standing
   there smiling and holding a bottle of wine. "I heard that today's
   your birthday so I thought I'd invite you over for a drink. I hope
   you don't think it's too forward of me?" He said looking deep into
   my eyes.

        I just couldn't believe it. Was he serious? I wanted to shut
   the door and hide. so afraid this was a joke. Wanting it to be real
   I braved on."Yes, that would be nice. I would like a glass of wine."
   I said with my knees going weak.

        It was like a dream walking beside him down the walkway but
   I thought I'd died when he opened his front door and I stepped into
   heaven!  His apartment was a bachelors pad so the living room and
   bedroom were one and the same. The room was glowing from the light
   of a hundred candles and the air was perfumed with a faint scent of
   chocolate. There was soft music playing in the background.
   As I stepped through the door Joseph took my hand and led me
   over toward the bed which was in the center of the room. As I sat
   down I nervously joked about a fire starting with all the lit
   candles. While in the back of my mind I kept wondering where that
   smell of chocolate was coming from.

        Joseph sat down next to me on the bed and poured us both a
   glass of wine. It was a sweet wine that tasted of cherries. We talked
   a little about different things while the wine started to set in.
   After about an hour he started talking about food. "Most people
   never really enjoy food. They eat because they have to. They don't
   take the time to really get into it. The smell, the texture, the
   feeling of complete abandonment as one gives into it and most
   importantly the sensuousness of it all. Here let me show you." He said
   as he pulled out a five pound box of See's chocolates from under the
   bed. He took out one of the chocolates and held it up to my nose and
   said "Close your eyes and breathe in gently." As I did my head started
   to swim a little. From the wine, I told myself. Then with a knife he
   sliced the candy into a coin-like shape and placed it on my tongue.
   "Now don't chew it. Let it melt for a moment then swirl it around in
   your mouth covering the entire inside while at the same time being
   fully conscious of the sensations of the chocolate."

        When the candy melted we kissed for sometime then he laid me
   back on the bed. He took another chocolate out and this time he held
   it in his hand and after it had melted he put his chocolate covered
   fingers to my lips. Slowly he ran his index finger around my lips as
   I licked the chocolate off. Then he slipped his finger into my mouth
   and I started to suck, swirling my tongue all around his finger
   cleanning it free of chocolate.  At this point I was really getting
   turned on.

        Joseph removed his clothes, then he took mine off. I was
   embarrassed at first but he kissed each roll, crevice and curve of my
   body as he slowly exposed it and I began to relax. I never knew I
   could get so hot. I didn't think I could get any more turned on but I
   was wrong because that's when Joseph did something that totally blew me
   away! He opened a can of Hershey syrup and poured it into a bowl then
   he warmed it in the microwave. When the syrup was ready he brought it
   over to the bed. He then dipped his hands into the syrup and started
   to massage me with it all over and in places I never knew existed. When
   he had nearly covered most of my body he asked me to do the same to him.

        As we touched and explored each other, our bodies would stick and
   then pull away as he moved on to another area to taste. The feeling of
   my sticky chocolate coated flesh being sucked into his mouth and
   gently chewed on was unbelievable. Where he wasn't licking or
   touching, the suction the syrup created caressed the rest of my body.
   It was like being eaten up all at once. My skin never felt so alive.
   Everyone of my senses was screaming out with pleasure, yet begging for
   more!

        The smell of chocolate was strong now and I couldn't resist any
   longer. I started licking him all. The syrup was still warm from the
   heat of our flesh. Having chocolate inside and outside of me made me
   feel like a giant candy, only wishing I were fatter so there could be
   more chocolate on and in me. As we cleaned the chocolate from each
   other we both climaxed on two levels, physically and mentally.
   We never actually had intercourse that night but trust me, we
   had other times together.

                             Only the begining!